nervous

I couldn't believe how much my hand was shaking as I clicked the mouse button.

Really, I've been pretty calm so far - happy, in a daze, and calm. I think the whole surreal feeling was behind that. Now I'm shaking. I've reached the point where the big event is really here and I can't sit still.

My baby is online and I'm just hoping nobody says it's ugly - "it's ok, but...", sort of the musical equivalent of "but he's got a nice personality". At the same time, though, I recognize the need for feedback and am remembering that this is a first go and I hope to learn from it. The song will be at least partially re-recorded for the full-length CD and so to learn is to make it better.

To my knowledge it has already been heard in BC, Nova Scotia, Alabama, and Ireland. Gotta love the internet.